Earlier this year, I was reading a new book, A Woman in Youth Ministry, by Gina Abbas. As she was talking about balancing life and work, she mentioned a rule that she and her husband had devised. No matter what remains undone, they stop working after 8 PM. Once the clock strikes 8, they are off the clock. The rest of the evening remains for resting, spending time with each other, and reminding themselves that they are real adults who are allowed to relax and enjoy a portion of their day.
For me, this has been a mental game changer in my life. Giving myself permission NOT TO DO things. My kids are usually in bed by 7:30, so that gives me a 30 minute window to get things done. Get the leftovers put into the fridge, the dishwasher loaded. Put my laundry away. Clean up the living room. But once 8 PM rolls around, I am done.
But what if there are still dirty pots on the stove? That’s ok. They will be there tomorrow. But what if I still have to send a work email? Do you really want people to expect you to be checking and sending work email at night? But what if the living room is still covered in toys? Well then the kids will have an easier time when they start to play in the morning.
I find this rule to be a great complement to the 20 mile march. Because there are days (plenty of them), when the work doesn’t get done. And knocking off after 14 or 18 miles… that is ok. If I don’t carve out time for rest, renewal, and remembering to be myself, the chances that i will be successful tomorrow diminish as well. Creating a rule for rest is something I find necessary, or else I won’t give myself permission to do it. And isn’t rest, Sabbath, one of God’s priorities? Sometimes checking out reminds me of my real importance (or lack of importance) in the world. Reminding myself that things won’t crash down around me just because I am watching TV is a good thing. A holy thing even. We have a sustainer of the universe. But it’s not me.
“Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”