Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
I love this verse. The words to Proverbs 3:5-6 are the lyrics to the song that I sing both my children each night before bed. My son came home from school last week and this was his ‘scripture’ for the week. To hear his precious, 3 year old voice reciting these precious words meant the world to me. Of the lessons I hope they learn from their mother, I hope these words rank high on the list.
So I was surprised to discover today that I have not been living as if I believe them.
I was watching this video today, as part of my Lenten devotionals. The monk who is speaking tells of the lesson he learns from his dog- who greets each morning by springing out of bed with an exuberant yip. This dog’s delight to face the day points to two things- first, an admirable lack of caffeine dependence, and second (and more importantly), an inherent trust in the faithfulness of God. In order to take joy and delight in what our day holds, we must trust that the One crafting the day has our good in mind. When we know this deep in our souls, we are able to engage our lives with a sense of lightness and whimsy.
How do you get out of bed in the morning?
I know I don’t spring out of bed. When facing the day of late, my attitude has ranged from somber to resigned. I look at the future with a sense of anxiousness, not adventure. When did this happen to me? I know the One who holds my future. I believe his promise to work things for my good! I delight in my work, my children, my friends… so why the sense of resignation? When did my actions and attitudes begin to belie my belief?
And how to change it?
Resolution #1- Seek delight.
Daffodils. Curly toddler hair. trail mix. thomas the train. All wonderful, beautiful elements of my day so far. Did I take the time to delight in them? No. I walked past, fixated on the next task in front of me. Going forward, I hope to acknowledge these small gifts, allow them to bring to light the blessings and love in my life.
Resolution #2- View the future in light of the past.
I am amazingly blessed. God has been so faithful to me. Even when things logically should NOT work out- budgets shouldn’t balance, children should have been injured- I have been amazingly, miraculously blessed. God is good. All the time. Why is this not my operating premise? From here on out, or at least, starting today, starting right now, I am walking in trust. God will provide. God is good. He is the bringer of daily bread, and the one who directs my paths.
How are you neglecting to walk in trust? How are you leaning on your own understanding? In what ways is God calling you to walk in trust, to embrace delight, today?